You’ve let people down

They look to me and frown

you’re just a person, a noun

They won’t let me make the same mistakes

cause you didn’t take a job and the rakes

I always rise up and improve and improve

 from mistakes, then in my groove

You think you have nobody to thank?

as a kid with warrants, you tank

How do I say this and do so with respect?

oh nobody ever helped you?,neglect..

How about that sugar daddy that you had

20 years older, buys you a car, he’s a fad

Though your game it is the same, a pattern here

Now another 20 years older, not trying to smear

You’re mistaken by many things it’s true

lots of me you didn’t know, but I grew

To higher heights than you’ll ever see, things

I owned and spent you didn’t know my flings

You talk ish about me and say nobody helped you?

What planet are you on?, go to bed it’s your curfew

Sorry about this post but it inspired so stop

saying no, please and make some MONEY


You need help from your domestic shit and more

you need me I LOVE YOU,  so CALL

2017 Copyright Paul McAleavey


Getting ready

I am now attempting a new readiness

for what?

Does it really matter for what I think?

but it does

It means I am trying to be me and in

total of ME

Yes, I believe I am ready, willing and

unsure of ABLE

I do try and I do hit speed bumps along

the way

But I do wish to push myself, with or

without pain or more

In conclusion I do wish to move on and

get myself GOING FAST!!!

Copyright 2017 Paul McAleavey

Can’t stop the feeling….

I’m lost in emotions

I am set in my ways

It is no surprise to be this way

My pocket has some Kleenex

My nose can run at times

My eyes can well up

Then again I do rhyme

Those bad times I need to…

Thoroughly just get my groove…

No stopping this at all

Not happening anytime

No sir I am ready

Here it comes now

How do I explain it?

Hell there is no way, so…

2017 Copyright Paul McAleavey



One slice, two slice, three slice, GONE/LOVE STINKS

How many licks or hits to get to the center of?

There are actually articles on both, which is scary

Do we all deserve love, do we all deserve love?

DO we all deserve lust, do we all deserve lust?

Do we all lie about which we want?

Do we try to get over and play them?

DO we simply find ourself played?

Should we try so, try hard and forever give UP?

Do we get back on the horse to get bucked again?

Do we get jaded and are simply waiting?

Just screw with not much feelings, except the

gushy wet kind. Sorry, needed to…

There is no such thing as a heartless badass

The bigger the bigger their heart and alone they

cry the hardest

Those playing do so just as much and more

There is not shame being played or the fool, did

you at least have fun?

Did you get anything back?

If so, move on to the next and if not take notes

Do not be over jaded and guarded but live a bit

freely but also do not BE MEAN!

2017 Copyright Paul McAleavey Paul McAleavey



If I die before I wake…

There’s nothing left of me to take

No more rules

No more lies

No deceptions

No other nonsense

I’m away from pain

I’m free from the fall

I’m free from it all

I’ll not recover

I’ll be scarred

Nobody escapes 

Nobody surrenders

Nobody does ever get me

Never matters

Never is a point

Now I take my cue

Now I’m in hiding

Never gonna be me again

Not down with it

Nor do I care


I have been for some time

myself, my sister but also

my uncle

He is only a few years than me

but he has had now 2 seizures

I have seen several things almost

Parkinson’s or Palsy

I have dreamt about it a few times

and have bad history with them…

Sirens sucking men in

They sing, they cry and catch men

by surprise

They lure them to their own failure

and some men get lucky

They can be in all shapes and sizes

and can give a lending ear

In respect, they play a coy and cold


They ruin men because they are so


They even reach to their past to get

new victims

These are sour, full of vitriol people

and have no right to anything

This is not no alimony or spousal


Instead this is plain targeting men and

lot of flirting

This happens especially at work and if

you run away, you are DONE

Then they ruin your life, take it as a trophy

while not knowing the damages

They are aware of their actions and are often

very young

Beware, beware of the singing and God praises


2017 Copyright Paul McAleavey