Popping pills and bottles

I must wonder if

I am doing too much

Lost a lot

Lost a lifetime

Many memories

Many moments

Now I am here and doing it

Not sure where I will end up

Not caring

 

 

Flawed

F ailed in what I did

L ost my only real shot

A lso I to just lost FRIENDS

W ell now I am at cross roads

E ventually this would happen

D ip here and there and a mistake

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Getting ready

I am now attempting a new readiness

for what?

Does it really matter for what I think?

but it does

It means I am trying to be me and in

total of ME

Yes, I believe I am ready, willing and

unsure of ABLE

I do try and I do hit speed bumps along

the way

But I do wish to push myself, with or

without pain or more

In conclusion I do wish to move on and

get myself GOING FAST!!!

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Can’t stop the feeling….

I’m lost in emotions

I am set in my ways

It is no surprise to be this way

My pocket has some Kleenex

My nose can run at times

My eyes can well up

Then again I do rhyme

Those bad times I need to…

Thoroughly just get my groove…

No stopping this at all

Not happening anytime

No sir I am ready

Here it comes now

How do I explain it?

Hell there is no way, so…

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You are not a full blood relative

You may think you are but you are not

You were sneaking out and smoking pot

But the joke’s on you

Our mom wasn’t true…

This explains your actions a whole lot…

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A last will?

Is there ever one?

I’m sure there are private ones

I have seen first hand

 

That some stay private

Their way of saying THANK YOU

They sometimes do that

 

Others are cut out

Only to ponder why not?

Owned by the person

 

A will or money…

A lot can be said sadly

A lot more madly…

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Sadness

S ometimes it just hits me

A nd I am just in tears quickly

D oes it mean that I am a weak person?

N o it means that I am not just a machine

E very day I have obstacles to overcome, lots

S o I get my list and get to working on them daily

S uch a long list never gets finished and I keep trying

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