Smiles and lies

The Darkest Fairytale

My body is drained
It’s done with giving,
My mind is screaming
“This isn’t called living”
My cold heart aches
As my eyes begin to fill,
I hold every breath
As the pain over-spills.
Pulling myself together
I sit & adjust my hair,
practice my broken smile
I’ll pretend that I care.
Today I will try to fit in
I’ll be like everyone else,
They’ll believe I’m happy
As I run from myself.


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Talking to a WALL

Your silence does little for me NOW

Do not sit there and just raise your BROW

You knew you were caught

Despite your onslaught

Now you are just a dumb fucking COW

2017 Copyright Paul McAleavey



Guardians of the Galaxy Vol 2 review

As much as I looked forward to this I was actually disappointed. The zillion trailers played out of sequence threw the flow of the movie out of sync as did the excessive and unexpected language. The original speculation 3 years ago was that Howard the Duck, Cosmo, Adam Warlock and Peter’s dad would all play major parts in the movie. As was The collector.

Then it was said that Peter’s dad would either not be in it or a small part and they would be fighting a completely different faction. ***SPOILER*** The idiots on Youtube were all wrong and the movie was a whole “daddy issue” movie and when you see it you will know exactly what I mean.

The gushiness and hatred that goes back and forth comes to a head and that was fine. The betrayal and coming together was fine and the jokes were also well placed. I still wanted to see a larger type of war to save the damn GALAXY and that was not the case.

I have downloaded it and seen it three times and can’t fall for it like the first. It was like they went in saying OK we are money and let’s moves on to The Avengers movie and phoned it in. Can you watch it? Sure. It does have some language. Was it equal to the original? No and I routinely watch the hell out of a movie to see if I can fall for it but I still was left unimpressed but it was watchable.

Those wanting Wladimir Klitschko to retire

They must not have seen the fight. Yes I know he lost two in a row, whoop de doo. One was to someone juiced to the gills and the other to a kid with an awesome record who was favored by everyone to win easily. His critics said he can’t deal with late rounds because he never had to and he could not come back from a knockdown.

Well both happened. Joshua dominated early, knocked down Klitschko and Klitschko came right back and knocked Joshua down and going into the final round it was all tied. So Klitschko took a beating and came roaring back and Joshua got knocked down and came back and had two knockdowns in the eleventh to end the fight.

This was not a fight where a fighter was too slow, out of shape or outclassed. This was one of the best fights in the last 17 years and suggesting Klitschko has nothing to prove, he humiliated himself and otherwise is utter nonsense. He fought above what others expected. He was supposed to be too slow, not strong enough and not supposed to comeback from an early deficit. He did so and should be looking for a rematch. That is after Joshua looks to unify the titles and if he wins Klitschko deserves a rematch, if Joshua gets destroyed, that is another story. Only time will tell.

Everyday churn

Daisy in the Willows

I’m having a nervous breakdown

No tear gas needed to see my features frown.

Give up, let go.

It doesn’t matter.

Give in , give away the words

I write from my inner chatter.

Pride may come before a fall.

This writer is mad and frenetic enough to bawl.

Sleeping alone with a furry bengal.

Live and breathing, nightmares shedding one too many a ghoul.

I live in fear of letting myself  fail.

It’s more innate stubbornness that leaves my face pale.

I’m sick of over achieving. I’m jaundiced from worry.

Projectile thoughts invade my space. illegal immigrants hide in my quarry.

Work so hard and see no results.

When I see the rainbows end -I may watch the blood seep from my wrists.

The mind won’t let me have a moment off.

Fatal escapism needed

a dose fit for a carcinoid cough.

Every moment – liquid drains  my lungs.

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For those wrestling fans

Tonight is a weird ppv that is supposed to be a RAW only ppv but due to the second dumb split there are a few crossover matches. If you wish to watch for free simply put in watch wwe payback online for free. Oddly enough I constantly see that there are actual odds, as if someone bets a fixed event, but there are. Obviously a real injury or something during the day can alter it but here are the dumb odds…

If it doesn’t work go to rajahwwe and scroll down a few spots…

A day without Mobile


#mobile #day #addiction #survive #happiness #etc

A day without mobile. Can you..? ?
Today’s world not allow you to pass a day without mobile/net etc. There are many people in this same world living a happy quite life without these all. So just try it out atleast one day. And make it a habit. And see how free you are.., how happy your home is…, how happy your heart is..

Be happy with your loved ones.

If you not ready for a try to cure your addiction, then who ‘ll?

Just imagine if there won’t be any notifications to trouble you, no tweets to argue, No messages to tension you, no calls to make you anger etc etc etc. Enjoy your day to its fullest. What you are waiting for is so near you.. you can..

You all can…

Your body need a change. Your mind needs rest. Your life…

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