Given everything going on in the media surrounding the outcome of the election, it seems that that word has kind of lost its value recently.
It’s kind of lost its meaning…like when a package of cheese puffs says the ingredients are 100% natural….suuuuure, buddy. Like, what does that even mean anymore?
But it still holds a lot of weight with me, and so, in the spirit of honestly, I have to come clean about something.
I learned something about myself tonight.
A fact that ties everything in my life together …
I am afraid of truly letting myself be all I can be.
I’m incapable of giving myself permission to fly.
That sounds super meta…so incredibly wow-this-girl-is-too-in-her-head, but I realize that my life has been a string of one season of self-sabotage after another.
Sometimes deliberately, sometimes subconsciously. I’ll take one step forward, and then *bam* two steps back.
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