Tomorrow I’m Bruce Banner

Last time this happened I was locked out

I thought

I was able to get back in but not here

I’m told

I’ll hope to run out in the early morning 

For supplies

Then I’m packed as I’m not leaving

My belongings here to be 

Charged more to get it out

So I’ll be on the road trekking

No money no way I’m out

Plus I’ll be losing my phone

ASAP tooo

So no computer or anything

Just walking the earth

No choices

No options

Not waiting

A day again to be yelled at

Bye

heart’s momento

yaskhan

like the spring that gushes forth clean and clear
the promise of a satisfying slake
anticipation bringing joy and good cheer.

faith is the souvenir when a lot is at stake
when fate may give man some pretty hard knocks
the promise of a satisfying slake.

sanguiness that overcomes bad shocks
fighting travails, then finding inner peace
when fate may give man some pretty hard knocks.

perpetual optimism, hopelessness belies
like an ecclesiastical beacon
fighting travails, then finding inner peace.

the soul's quintessence can never weaken
radiance that cannot be dimmed, put out
like an ecclesiastical beacon.

sparkling , illumintaing darkness to spout
like the spring that gushes forth clean and clear
radiance that cannot be dimmed, put out
anticipation bringing joy and good cheer..



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Senses are dull

I can’t feel a thing

I’ve lost my feeling for you

I did and it’s true

 

You once were my world

You betrayed all of my trust

You lost me for what?

 

There is no answer

There will be no truth from you

There is RECKONING

 

Will you even FEEL?

When I spring it upon you

Well, sadly I DOUBT…

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Sometimes you have to gamble…

Roll the dice

Spin the wheel

Chance your life

All for what?

To be on a surgery table if you’re wrong

Even then you

are bed ridden

No work

No school

and you’re behind the 8 ball

So take the chance

see if you don’t faint

See if you don’t explode

See if you don’t respond

Roll the dice

Spin the wheel

Chance your life

For what?

Solitude?

Emptiness?

More loss?

Hatred against?

Sometimes it is all FUKITOL

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Forgot in a word or five

OOPS

I did lose that thought

I won’t admit it though

Sad isn’t it?

But I won’t

Do not diagnose a condition

Even though you are worthy

I don’t care

Not doing this

Do not question me

It’s not Alzheimers or otherwise

Could be only a stroke

But who CARES?

I don’t remember

Scratch that

I didn’t

I mean I do

I think so

I’m lost

I think

But

Do

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B

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Fallen off

F requent bumps in the road

A ll cause me to lose my place

L ots of obstacles I normally clear

L oads are harder on me at the time

E ven though I was ready and prepared

N ow I am off the path I am behind

O nly failing is my current place

F or I try to get up and can’t

F ree myself from the mess

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I’m ASLEEP now!!!

Please bring me to life

Power that you have inside

Pain that’s deep inside

 

Back to beginning

Bring me back from the darkness

Boast that power NOW

 

Before it’s too late

Because the ending is near

Back where we were young

 

Pack the punch YOU have

Passion that you show to me

Pull me back up NOW

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